somebody who loves me

i'm feeling rather grateful today.


the last few months have been hard. i don't know where i fit in. i don't know where i'm going. i don't really know where i'm from. and i haven't the slightest clue of who i am. but i do know this,

i like listening to music at volume level 37 in my car.
i like waking up and having somewhere to be, and someone to see.
i like not having to pay bills.
i like watching glee.
i like having random dance parties.
i like painting my nails.
i like reading.
i like learning something new everyday.
i like local music.
i like talking to brittany about cute boys at work.
i like writing completely rambling blog posts.
i like having a birthday present completely wrapped and sitting on my desk just waiting for dania.
i like hanging out with my mom.
i like shopping.
i like watching jazz games.
i like laughing about junior high.
i like not having to go to high school.
i like being responsible.
i like coloring.
i like saving money for a trip to fiji.
i like colorado.
i like going to off the wall.
i like taking a shower.
i like eating cereal for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
i like baked potatoes.
i like driving to the smoking apple.
i like spending hours on pinterest.
i like meeting happy moms.
i like my brother.
i like getting flowers.
i like eating salad.
i like sleeping.
i like hiking.
i like listening to spoken word poetry.
i like doing crosswords.
i like burts bees pomegranate chapstick.
i like my great-grandma.
i like painting.
i like drinking water.
i like wearing dresses.
i like having the window open.

and most of all,

i like you.
yes, you.


thank you, Lord, for everything you've blessed me with.
thank you for letting me be happy.
thank you for letting me be me.

i'm gonna go lay in the grass now.