the cockroach shoe

remember that time i left the country for 16 days?
not knowing what would happen.
not knowing who i would be when i got back.
not knowing how much my life would really change.

well, today i'm feeling really nostalgic.
like, look at all of my picture's nostalgic.
like, stalk everybody's facebook and look at their picture's nostalgic.
like, read all of dania's blog posts nostalgic.

i really want to go back.
even if i am just a lame tourist that's shopping around suva while they're in port for the day.
even if i do have to stay in a fancy hotel where i don't get any real interaction with fijians.
even if i can only stay for a few days.

i want to go back.
i need to go back.